time

i wonder why i put "time" as the title. maybe it's cause i'm in a race against time nowadays.

yesterday was our annual STTSS 2010 Bazaar, Higher Education Fair and Exhibition. it had been an inspiring day. its process let me understand that there are certain people whom you can mix with and trust and they can definitely help you on your way to the peak of your lifetime, but there are a lot more who are only passerby-s in your life, playing a very small role somewhere at sometime. it's a huge regret for me, because i don't like to see people around me being left out or missed from my life, since interaction with them will cause you to have some feelings and ties for them.

it's almost time for UEC. i still have so many activities, what to do?

it's sad to also say that the people i once thought will be able to accompany me to reach our goals are now, i have to say, incapable of doing so. our thoughts, actions, personalities are too much of a difference. once more, i'm in a one-person-against-the-world situation. i have to conquer my own obstacles.

but the truth is, i hope i will find a group of people or at least someone who i can rely and depend on to clear these challenges. will i get lucky? i hope so.